Expectations.

Sa loob ng apat na buwan, madaming nangyari sakin. BIG TIME!
Masaya o malungkot, iisa lang nagiging aim nila: Ang maturuan ako.

Siguro, sa lahat ng mga lessons na yun, pinaka-hirap akong matutunan eh yung pag-eexcpect.
Ewan ko, ako kasi yung tao na masyadong idealistic, romantic, at I think it's safe to say na, medyo giving din.
Human nature na siguro yung everytime we do good or something that's pleasant to the eyes or ears, we can't help but expect a bit. A bit of something in return.

But then,
pag hindi nameet yun, we end up being hurt, anxious, or disappointed.
May tendency talaga eh, no matter how hard you try to avoid it.
Siguro yung masasabi ko lang sa sarili ko, eh always expect the expected.
I mean, if you go to a grocery store, don't expect to find a puppy for sale there.

Kung ano sa tingin mo yung kayang ibigay ng tao, hanggang dun ka lang.
May limits.
Kase sa huli, ikaw yung madidisappoint.
Lalo pa ko, eh maarte ako, pag nadisappoint ako, sira talaga araw ko.

So just let things come as they are.
Siguro kung naiisip mo na you're going overboard, just stop.
Or atleast, know when to stop.
That way, you will spare yourself from further pain.



Naisip ko lang bigla, minsan sinasabi ko yung mga bagay na gusto kong sabihin sakin.
Tsk.
Nakakainis.